The beloved is never lost, and they reveal themselves in form as a projection of your inner polarity, without judgement, exactly where you are, as you do too.
As a feminine woman my own experience of this game we call life, was to be stripped of sovereignty through great love, to have it hidden under my nose by the beloved in all his shapes, forms and guises, as I find and reclaim it for myself.
I bow my head in reverence to the beautiful masculine presence in my life. We have travelled galaxy after galaxy, dancing between stars, swinging between the electric leading energy and the magnetic receiving energy of the ever entwined masculine and feminine energies.
Through this hologram of life, those we love gift us pathways of exploring and claiming our own mastery. At times our game of hide and seek seem unbearable as we witness what 'is' through a lens not where we 'are' of our inner world but through the outside polarity projection.
I have ran and have hidden, I have inflicted pain only for it all to find me again. So this year there has been no choice but to surrender to loves greatest longing.
And the greatest longing is union. Union within and without. As I return home over and over to myself, I see how my longing wants to live unashamedly through me, to be embodied in my entirety.
My longing is the great destroyer of suffering and the sweetest dance of ecstasy.
We are a team, a partnership of the divine and we hold each other in holiness. As my eyes look at this photo with myself and my beloved, my body knows that I am safe, that our union has been kissed, and I am humbled by my own longing of union.
This retrograde and Lionsgate season didn't leave me or my beloved untouched, and I was asked on Saturday to share my secrets of communication with my partner.
We first and foremost come together on a mutual agreement that our personal freedom to grow in any direction we choose underpins our relationship.
After 3 years together, we strive to meet our own needs individually and not dependent on the other, as whole beings before reaching out to the other person if we become aware of any gap within.
When we recognise an 'issue' with the other person, we do the work on ourselves FIRST. We have innerstandings that our partner is a reflection of our inner world and when something is shown to us that perhaps we'd rather not see, we make a personal inquiry first to address any shadow aspect.
We communicate from the place of our highest truth, even if we are aware our words may cause discomfort for the other. We do this because speaking honestly and with integrity for our own self means we are not betraying our own hearts.
Sometimes we hit what we call 'brick walls' in our relationship. We hold each other with our presence even when its tough because our innerstandings knows that once one 'brick' moves, all will tumble away leaving only a new truth for us to hear and witness the other.
It is not 100% always smooth sailing, for instance there were a few issues recently and I fell into my wounded feminine mode, walking away from him and needed my own space for a week. Neither of us are fully enlightened beings and fall into traps of our ego from time to time BUT we are able to do the internal work and come back together with our truths.
We deeply love each other and its unconditional love without expectation. We support each other to follow our hearts and our dreams. We recognise we have something incredibly special that needs nurturing and tending to.
With each passing moment we feel the magic in our veins of our love, it keeps evolving beyond our wildest imaginations. We feel incredibly blessed and show how grateful we are for the other.