Full lockdown across most nations are forcing us into the bottleneck of our own awakening. There's nowhere to go now but within.
Where once our busy lifestyles, hooked up to the AI intravenous veins prevented us from really being present, from really dealing with our pain, we are now being rooted deep into the soil of the collective consciousness and our 'shit' is literally the fertiliser of new earth.
No more hiding, no more secrets; this is the big purge of humanity. Our ancestors birthed us through their bloodlines for this sacred initiation. What voice needs to be heard? What shame needs to be held? Which grotesque part of our psyche needs evacuating?
We will know the ugly, the revolting and the disgusting because it is inside everyone of us but of which not all of us choose. And choice is what we are now faced with, will we return home to love?
Inside our homes and in the places we lay our heads, our inner child wants to speak, our trauma's indignation will tremble like thunder and our grief will wail out across over a thousand moons.
Our rage is rising brothers and sisters, this is the sacred revolution! Let this truth rumble through your being, may it reach the recesses of guilt so it may be burned through the fires of holy transformation.
He said I looked like candy and saw my sweetness without tasting but with knowing. I admit those words were like silken honey oozing into scars and kissing better memories of wars etched into my skin.
Under his gaze I felt like a flower blooming open petal by petal under sunlit cosmic rays, sometimes revealing a nectar but sometimes turning away.
This work we do, revealing and retreating into sacred space of the beloved's arms yet finding not the other but myself.
When love means freedom, the triggers are the guides and the path to home. What a beautiful blessing to share with the other, a sacredness and holy truth
This retrograde and Lionsgate season didn't leave me or my beloved untouched, and I was asked on Saturday to share my secrets of communication with my partner.
We first and foremost come together on a mutual agreement that our personal freedom to grow in any direction we choose underpins our relationship.
After 3 years together, we strive to meet our own needs individually and not dependent on the other, as whole beings before reaching out to the other person if we become aware of any gap within.
When we recognise an 'issue' with the other person, we do the work on ourselves FIRST. We have innerstandings that our partner is a reflection of our inner world and when something is shown to us that perhaps we'd rather not see, we make a personal inquiry first to address any shadow aspect.
We communicate from the place of our highest truth, even if we are aware our words may cause discomfort for the other. We do this because speaking honestly and with integrity for our own self means we are not betraying our own hearts.
Sometimes we hit what we call 'brick walls' in our relationship. We hold each other with our presence even when its tough because our innerstandings knows that once one 'brick' moves, all will tumble away leaving only a new truth for us to hear and witness the other.
It is not 100% always smooth sailing, for instance there were a few issues recently and I fell into my wounded feminine mode, walking away from him and needed my own space for a week. Neither of us are fully enlightened beings and fall into traps of our ego from time to time BUT we are able to do the internal work and come back together with our truths.
We deeply love each other and its unconditional love without expectation. We support each other to follow our hearts and our dreams. We recognise we have something incredibly special that needs nurturing and tending to.
With each passing moment we feel the magic in our veins of our love, it keeps evolving beyond our wildest imaginations. We feel incredibly blessed and show how grateful we are for the other.